Tough Life.

I've woke up at 7am this morning dun know for what??? It's my rest day and I should be resting. Junior is just next to me looking at me as though i'm a weirdo. We will usually sleep till 12 to 1pm and then i'll rush off for work. If it's my off day, the earliest time that i would get up is usually 2pm.


Have been feeling very tired and stressful recently. I don't have financial problem & am quite lucky that i don't have kids. But yet i'm unhappy. About what??? I also don't know??? Perhaps is work load and health problem plus surrounded by leech (sucking every drip of my blood). Don't understand why is others problem becoming my problem??? Me not aunty agony lol. Sometimes, I just wish that i would die in my sleep.


Perhaps soon i'll die, with the amount of panadol that i consume per week. Really hope that the day will come soon.


My only worries is Junior. I shouldn't have brought him into my family. Maybe with rich owner he'll be better off. God knows.

Junior, i'll pay u back next life.