Don't know why??? Have been feeling very lousy and hot temper. Flare-up easily to my family members and regretted. I believe they are the cause of it, especially my mum and my granny. Feel rather stressful whenever i'm at her place. Usually i'll visit her at least 3 times a week to now maybe 1 time per week. I'm like dragging myself there, seeing them arguing, cursing and swearing at each other makes my blood boils. Have been thinking to myself recently, why don't they just die. Sigh! So much sufferings for what? If living as a family is like living in hell then might as well leave. Just wonder when my eldest brother will go bonkers and kill my granny???
