$$$ Is Evil..

Me, Emily swear that I will not lend anyone $$$$ from today onwards. Except for my immediate family members. Is my off day and guess what??? Instead of resting, I'm like a stupid bitch scouting for $$$$. Fuck @##%^&*

When people need $$$ I always help if I can. But when I need $$$ is so damn difficult to borrow. Even to collect back my own $$$ is so damn difficult. I'll feel damn ashame if I owe people $$$ and can't pay. Blame who??? Myself of course for being stupid. Always have the thought that $$$ is not an issue. So sorry to my mum, though I did give her $$$ but feel so sorry to her. She said "told u right, don't lend anyone $$$. U just won't listen. They're not your family members. After u resign, they maybe just strangers to u". True.

Stupid of me to lend people my $$$ and when I need $$$, I borrow from her. Worst of all, give people my $$$ and ask if can help to pay me back alittle. The answer is "Actually, I need another $500 by this week to settle all my bills". Ha... ha... what a joke. Took from me almost 20k and can't pay a single cent. Gosh... how can GOD allow this kind of people to live in this world to suck blood.

Have paid heavily for this lesson. No more lending, pitying or whatsoever...... Others problem are NOT my problem.

Damn moody. Everything seems wrong and upside down. Xin Qing damn bad..... Heard my stupid neighbour beating his dog and feel so sorry and sad for the dog.... Stupid owner, chin shou dou bu ru..... Have been feeling very disturb and heartbeat damn fast. Feel that customers are really a pain in the ass. Damn sway, almost everyday also kena nasty customers. Like 2day kena one mad fucker asking for $5. I refused to give him and he threw my name card at me.... Why do I have to get such treatment? As though it's my fault that he doesn't have $$$. Well dressed got hands and legs also go around asking people for $$$$. Really no shame....... Guys really sucks :( Pui @#$%^&

Yesterday also one fucker asked me for hair salons and impatiently asked me "do u know or not". Bloody bastard, if u think i dun know then asked me for fuck. Rushing off to perm your cock hair huh??? Son of the bitch.