Fucking Stupid Jesslyn.

You are a real bitch. Wasted my time and don't feel apologetic at all. Wanted me to secure you with chef concierge position and waited for you since feb till now (cos u wanted to take bonus 1st) ...... today at 9am+ you then call to say that you don't want the job. You are kidding man :(

I really don't believe you actually got the cheek to open your mouth to tell me. We would have engaged someone by now do you know that. You got the cheek to request so many things from HR and high pay and after they give in to you then you rejected the offer. Think is funny fucker???? :( KNN KNN KNN. Do blow job lol, suits you.

Feel so angry and cheated.

I'm Deeply In Love........

With this two brothers. Will wait for 快樂星期天 to telecast on either sunday 8pm or friday 1.30am just to see them. Watching them smile will make me smile too. Especially Xiao Bo....... his smiles really make my heart melt. Whatever unhappiness for the day will be gone........ How I wish they are my neighbours, can see them every now and then. Hai............. next life ba. I'm not so lucky.

What The Hell Is Going On????

The time is 2315hrs on 7Jun. My hubby did not talk to me the whole day. Dun even want to look at me. His face expression is like a car just went over his face. Flat and sulky.

Angry with me for whatever reason that I do not know. Angry that I strike 4D or angry that I didn't give him $$$$. Why should I???

Has never get any allowance from him and he has never pay any single bills for the house. So why should I give him $$$$. To hell with him.

I change my notes to coins and throw into the sea, still can hear "tom tom" sound. And I rather do that. To think that i just spent $100+ buying 2 pairs of jeans for him and in return get this kind of treatment. Fuck him man, son of the bitch.

Tough Life.

I've woke up at 7am this morning dun know for what??? It's my rest day and I should be resting. Junior is just next to me looking at me as though i'm a weirdo. We will usually sleep till 12 to 1pm and then i'll rush off for work. If it's my off day, the earliest time that i would get up is usually 2pm.


Have been feeling very tired and stressful recently. I don't have financial problem & am quite lucky that i don't have kids. But yet i'm unhappy. About what??? I also don't know??? Perhaps is work load and health problem plus surrounded by leech (sucking every drip of my blood). Don't understand why is others problem becoming my problem??? Me not aunty agony lol. Sometimes, I just wish that i would die in my sleep.


Perhaps soon i'll die, with the amount of panadol that i consume per week. Really hope that the day will come soon.


My only worries is Junior. I shouldn't have brought him into my family. Maybe with rich owner he'll be better off. God knows.

Junior, i'll pay u back next life.

YOU ARE RED CARDED.

OUT...OUT....OUT.... If you are not my friend then please don't continue reading.

Thank you..

Dedicate To My Dumb Hubby.

I really hope that u are reading this. I really hate u. Don't give me your stupid attitude again and again. Nah..... balls to you.

What's wrong with me telling you not to use the new wok to steam your food? Have told you that by doing that the wok will turn rusty. How many woks do u want me to change per year???

There are other woks in the cupboard for you to use and what's your problem???

Don't come back and slamp door and throw away food as I will not feel guilty. And stop using the word 'fuck...fuck...fuck' on me, have some respect for your wife. I don't even need you to support me lol, so stop ordering me here and there u stupid ass.

Don't make my hatred for you increases.